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Tuesday, 13 December 2005

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    I miss alot of things and people.

    I miss:
    Being in a Band and being able to make music.
    Hanging out with all of my friends at Gordon that i lost touch with
    Feeling like i have friends
    Hanging out with Ricky, Kim, Angelo, Nick, Gonzo.
    Hanging out by Nick Barnes house all the time
    Talking to Nicks parents about random shit
    Going to partys in the middle of winter and then sleeping by Nicks house
    Going to Dennys and gettin some coffee just so we could have somewhere to relax a while
    Riding in the back seat of Kims car with Ricky in the front
    Just sitting around anywhere and just talking about how great it would be if our band could make it big.
    That feeling i got the first time i listend to our demo
    Being excited on the way to practice
    The feeling i got waiting for the bus after a great practice.
    Being at Taft and playing at open mic and everyone liking us.
    Going to the sun cafe for some coffee and to play pool
    Riding bikes in the summer and taking the bus in the winter everywhere
    Feeling acepted by people


    Those are just some things i miss. Im a terrible friend i dont even know why any of you talk to me anymore. Cause i would hate me if someone did this to me. I lost touch with the people who care about me. I have alienated myself from the world. And i feel so bad and im sorry to everyone ive hurt in this process. Now i feel like there is nothing i can do and im never going to see these people again. All i have now is work and Emily. Im so greatful to have her in my life i dont know what i would do without her. I love her so much.

Tuesday, 15 November 2005

  • Heres Something That I Found On Someone Elses Site And I Liked It So I Decided To Take It For My Own

    Close your eyes... And go back...

    Before the Internet or the AIM

    Before semi automatics and weed

    Before playstation2 or X-bOX

    Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night...

    ..Way back...

    I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk.

    Red light, Green light.

    Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.

    Mother May I?

    Red Rover

    four square

    Hula Hoops

    Running through the sprinkler

    Happy Meals

    Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car

    Wait...

    Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons

    Like Hey Arnold and Doug

    Recess

    Or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double dare, bloody mary and who, ARE YOU AFFRAID OF THE DARK!

    Who could forget Snick

    Or the teenage mutant ninja turtles, scooby doo, and Power Rangers,

    Christmas morning...

    Your first day of school

    Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses

    Climbing trees

    Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck (the real ice cream truck w/ cones & banana splits)

    A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers

    Jumpin' down the steps

    Jumpin' on the bed

    Pillow fights

    Runnin' till you were out of breath

    Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt and you almost peed your pants

    Laughing so hard that you did pee your pants

    Being tired from playin' all day

    Your first crush...

    Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads down 7-Up" & "King chase the Queen" in the classroom

    Remember that?

    I'm not finished yet...

    Kool-Aid & Icee Cups was the drink of the summer

    Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars or spokes

    Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school

    Class Field Trips

    When nearly everyone's mom was at home when the kids got there.

    When getting high was swinging on the swing-set

    When $5 seemed like a million, and another dollar a Miracle.

    When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool.

    When Toys r Us overuled the "mall"

    I want to go back to the time when...

    Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-moe"

    Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!"

    "Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest.

    Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly"

    Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening

    It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends.

    Saying cuss words were referred to the "F, B or S - word" or h-e double hockey sticks.

    Being old, referred to anyone over 20.

    The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.

    The only real heart break you had was when your mom wouldnt buy you that new toy

    Nobody was prettier than Mom

    Nobody was cooler than Dad

    Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better

    It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people" rides at the amusement park.

    Getting an inch of snow was a dream come true.

    Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare"

    Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles.

    If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!!

    Pass this on to anyone who may need a break from their "grown up" life...

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